I think only you know when you need more discipline and when you need more surrender. I don’t think there’s ever one clear answer or “right” thing because every moment is a new one where we might need something different! I love this reflection and the way you constantly question your reality and lean into the ebbs and flows of what might support you just a lil bit better. And maybe this is all just a big experiment to really really really enjoy (and be present with) the coffee when you have it again :)
Gorgeous reflections George! I too started my first TikTok account to practice more authentic self expression -- and have been loving it! I'm also sad about the looming TikTok ban... but grateful the platform has given me newfound confidence through practice! As always, love your musings and content. Thanks for being you and sharing your heart! ✨
Thank you Sydney! Yes, I feel the same way about Tiktok! It's been a wonderful opportunity to practice self-expression, and those seeds will surely keep growing and growing. Much love 🌙
That’s been a tough one for me. The balance. Of many things. I quit weed about 8 months ago(and alcohol for a while too)and I’m actually very very proud of myself for doing it as it had its grips on me for years. Anyway my wife still does it but much less than we used to and I sometimes think “ah why not” but get scared that I’ll just start abusing it again! I miss getting stoned and playing guitar :(
but ultimately in my heart it feels like I shouldn’t be doing it. I dunno. Also I want to be healthier now and not get lung cancer or be getting high for an entire weekend all day. I don’t have the self control.
Well thanks for sharing George - I’m liking the recent newsletters!
I think only you know when you need more discipline and when you need more surrender. I don’t think there’s ever one clear answer or “right” thing because every moment is a new one where we might need something different! I love this reflection and the way you constantly question your reality and lean into the ebbs and flows of what might support you just a lil bit better. And maybe this is all just a big experiment to really really really enjoy (and be present with) the coffee when you have it again :)
Always appreciate your wise reflections :’)
> How do you balance discipline and surrender?
Thanks for beautiful formulations like this one, George!
Gorgeous reflections George! I too started my first TikTok account to practice more authentic self expression -- and have been loving it! I'm also sad about the looming TikTok ban... but grateful the platform has given me newfound confidence through practice! As always, love your musings and content. Thanks for being you and sharing your heart! ✨
Thank you Sydney! Yes, I feel the same way about Tiktok! It's been a wonderful opportunity to practice self-expression, and those seeds will surely keep growing and growing. Much love 🌙
That’s been a tough one for me. The balance. Of many things. I quit weed about 8 months ago(and alcohol for a while too)and I’m actually very very proud of myself for doing it as it had its grips on me for years. Anyway my wife still does it but much less than we used to and I sometimes think “ah why not” but get scared that I’ll just start abusing it again! I miss getting stoned and playing guitar :(
but ultimately in my heart it feels like I shouldn’t be doing it. I dunno. Also I want to be healthier now and not get lung cancer or be getting high for an entire weekend all day. I don’t have the self control.
Well thanks for sharing George - I’m liking the recent newsletters!
No easy answers here...sounds like we're on somewhat of a similar journey. Thanks for sharing your experience!